Silas (A Playboy's Lair Novel Book 1) by S. R. Watson

Author:S. R. Watson [Watson, S. R.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: A Playboy's Lair Novel, Part One
Publisher: S.R. Watson
Published: 2017-06-04T04:00:00+00:00

I’ve replayed my time with Silas this morning on a constant loop today. His flirtatious gestures never faltered, and an added sweetness has me thinking about him differently. His offer to loan me his camera so I could learn photography changed my mind about giving him a chance. I may have stared at the pics I took of him all through my shift. The camera definitely loves him. His blue eyes are hypnotic. I want him to look at me the way he did in those pictures while he eradicates my virtue. He makes me crave things I’ve never even thought about before. Like how would it feel to have my legs wrapped around him while he buries himself deep inside these walls. I know all the reasons we shouldn’t get involved with one another, but I find myself wanting to take the leap anyway. I actually believe his explanation for what I saw with Tory. If the pushy, conniving demeanor from her little visit to warn me away from him is any indication, I’d say she was trying to use oral sex to get her way.

Their history is none of my business, and I don’t want to be the timid girl who constantly gets pushed aside. Silas awakens a fire within me with a single touch, and I want to explore that. If he’s willing to leave Tory alone, then I’m willing to jump. Jump into exploring whatever this chemistry is that burns between us. I’m not looking for anything more than that. It’s time I finally embrace my sexuality, and I want to start with him.

I’ve waged an exhausting war with myself this past week on whether to go through with my plan. Seduction wins the battle over continuing to let the chips fall where they may. I used my debit card for the first time in forever to purchase a pink bikini from the gift shop today. No oversized t-shirts covering my one piece tonight. I need Silas to see me as sexy and desirable. I wish I had more experience in the flirting department, but hey, how hard can it be?

I spend extra time shaving every inch of myself with the razors I bought at the same little gift shop. I pay special attention to my lady parts. Normally, she gets just a little trim, but tonight she gets the bald treatment. I’m not satisfied until I’m smooth all over. When I step out of the shower, I do a little twirl in front of the floor-length mirror behind the door. I want to see what he will see, but I allow a hint of doubt to creep through my fading confidence at the imperfections in my reflection. Hoping for a toner body or the disappearance of the stretch marks on my ass won’t do me any good, so I quickly wrap myself in a towel. Maybe I can insist he leaves the light off. We only need to feel anyway.

The notification ping of my phone has me nearly jumping out of my skin.

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